GAYLE - luv starved

I was never shown how to love
So did my best to guess
Everythin' a man ever wants
A tiny girl in a dress
It's so [?] for his friends
That I didn't even like, so
Tried to love my mistakes
I haven't made one in months
But it's gettin' harder to take
But you're no way, everyone
You decide to show up
And yeah, I'm not mad about it

Swear to God, I'ma change, but I'm agnostic
All the silliness is gettin' so exhaustin'
Sick to my stomach, yeah, I'm feelin' kinda nauseous
And I can't tell if it's you